Sunday, October 23, 2011
Not really about anything.
I suffer from depression. It can get severe at times. It keeps me from doing anything. I know no one will read this, but I just don't care. I can't seem to care about anything. My wife is practically an invalid and my mother-in-law's health is getting worse all the time. My brother and his girlfriend live with us, but all they do is spend our money and avoid us. I'm becoming responsible for most of the housework here and I'm afraid that if I do get a job then everything will fall apart. I have to walk the dogs because we don't have a fenced in area for them to run. I fear spending the whole day away from the house, knowing that the dogs will probably make a mess in the house and nobody will clean it up. I just afraid of everything. Afraid and feeling helpless. If nobody gives a shit, then why should I.